Saturday, June 13, 2015

Dear Mr Boo


                            

Dear Mr Boo..
I'm so sorry for what i'm feeling right now..
I know it's not fair to feel this way..
It's just too much has been going on lately..
And we've been quite apart from each other..
I miss u..i love u..i still do..
But somehow, not having u next to me..
At least getting to contact u as often as we used to..
Makes me feel so lonely..
I feel so alone..so weak that i can barely breath..
Every moment that i spent without hearing from u feels so empty..
So hollow..
I understand that u're not feeling well and u can barely move..
But i'm not mad at u..
I'm just merely frustrated at myself for not having to take care of u..
We're just too busy with our own things that we sometimes forget to at least say hi to the person we love..
At least to remind them that we still care..
And that the feeling is mutual..
I'm sorry if i let out my anger on u..
I didn't mean to do that to u..
Sometimes i wonder where is the guy that i fell for..
The one who's so protective of me..
Who always asks me a gazillion questions..checks my phone every now and then..
Keeps on asking how my day was going..
Am i ok or not..
Well, maybe it's just because u're not feeling well and u're busy..
That is what i keep on telling myself..
So that i still have hope for our relationship..
Bcoz lately i feel so empty..
I feel that u're not around..
Only ur body but not ur soul..
I hope things will get better between us..
And what we planned for will become true soon..

Yours truly,
Mrs Boo