dreams = reality

holla guys..
aku tlupe nk cte sumthing..
ok, sbnrnye seblum aku knal Mr.D aku pnah mimpi..
dlm mimpi aku tu, aku ngah jln2 ngan someone..
aku x ingt mke die..
yg aku ingt die hensem n tggi..
dlm mimpi tu ktorg jln2 jer..
smbil pgg tgn..
n x lme pas tu aku knal ngan die..
aku x tw nk ckp ape..
tp mcm coincidence plak aku mimpi jln ngan someone n aku knal die..
lpas tu die sme ngan laki yg aku mimpi tu..
die tggi n hensem..
bg aku die hensem la..
eventhough die syek ckp dri sndri hensem..
aku x nk ngaku sbb sgan..
nnt die ckp ape plak..
hahaha..
okla, that's it for now..
bubui~

hidden love..

repeatedly asking myself why i have to feel sad...
i love him, he loves me too..
it's the perfect thing to happen to me right?
well, u're wrong..
it's because he has a girlfriend..
that is the major thing that's stopping us from proceeding to the next level..
right now, me and him is just 'best friends'
we cannot be a 'couple'
and i have to restrict whatever i say or post on facebook or even my twitter..
the jealous is always there..
but what can i do?
she has more right than me..
i have to stay hidden..
he did ask me what do i think about sharing..
i didn't answer and act dumb..
it's because i've been through this before..
and it doesn't turn out well..
as a matter of fact, it gave me an enemy that i was not supposed to have..
it made me weak..
it clouds my judgement..
and i promised to myself that i'm going to learn from that mistake..
i don't want to be hurt again..
but what's happening now is quite painful..
watching from far him and his girlfriend conversing..
like his photos..
but i cannot do anything..
i can just watch..
because i'm his hidden love..
:'(

hole in my heart...

hey guys..
it's been a while right?
well, quite busy lately..
just wanna let out my feelings here..
aku rndu die..
i miss him so badly i wanna scream out loud..
but i can't..
he's not mine...
he never was..
but it's still not enough to stop this longing in my heart..
i want to be with him forever..
to be in his arms all day...
asking him not to let me go..
what's wrong with me?
i feel so lost...
and tears just feel like falling..
it's almost i cannot control myself..
but we promised to take things slow..
sorry i'm like this..
just really emotional when it comes to you Mr.D...
hope u can be my soulmate..

soulmate..

hey guys..
wassup?
hehehe..
sihat kah?
alhamdulillah..
okey, nk story mory..
ari tu kn, aku jd urusetia bowling..
3 ari bturut2 jmpe org yg sme la kn..
then, aku prasan sorg mamat nie..
bg aku hnsem hokey..
die dak poli aku gak..
nme die Mr.D..
mse mle2 aku just minat2 gtu jer..
yelah, trase nk kwn jer..
pas uh tetbe die tgur aku..
start dr ctu ktorg cm rapat..
pas tu aku add die kt fb..
n die tgur aku..
ktorg chat2 pas tu die mntk no..
start dr ctu whatsapp la..
n u know what?
die ckp die pn mnat aku gak..
tp.....
die da ade gf..
huhuhuu
cume die ckp die syg gf die cm kwn biase jer..
tp aku lbey ckit dr kwn..
ntah la, tp aku da syg die jauh lbey dr tu..
awk, be my soulmate please?
*wink2*
;)