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kelmarin aku gaduh ngan die..

kinda scary gak la..

em, ktorg nk kuar g mkn..

lpas die tournament tu..

msuk2 jer kete die mcm xde mood..

sbb fon die ilang..

yelah, sbb diary sal aku ade dlm fon die tu..

em, lpas tu aku plak bley cte sal D kt die..

i mean aku pnah ckp ngan die yg aku trase 1 ari nnt D akn dtg blek kt aku tp aku da ade org len..

n D is a very sensitive topic for him..

em, mmg slh aku..

aku trime tu..

ktorg snyap all the way..

die pn bwk kete laju gler..

aku tkut tp aku snyap jer..

sbb aku tkut die mrh aku..

so, ktorg g mkn kt mcd..

ngah mkn2 tetbe die tgur aku..

'awk x malu ke kuar ngan sy?'

aku terdiam..

lpas tu aku tnye npe..

sbb aku ckp x malu pn..

die ckp yelah, sbb tgn die cacat..

aku diam, aku x tw nk ckp ape..
sbb for me it's better to stay silent than make things worse..
then, on the way blek still diam..
die tnye npe aku diam tp aku ckp xde pape..
dlm ati aku ngah pk cmne aku nk pujuk die..
but my mind's blank..
i dunno what to think, what to say..
i only feel sad..
then die ckp..
'awk dgr ape sy nk ckp nie, pgg kate2 sy, sy sush nk syg org tp it only takes 1 second for me to hate someone'
aku tersentak n trus pndg mke die..
mse tu ati aku terluke ckit..
aku tnye die, die da tawar ati ke ngan aku..
die ckp die x nk bnci aku..
die x nk tawar ati ngan aku..
aku diam..
lpas tu aku ckp..
mse tu ati aku sebak sgt2..
aku ckp 'sy x nk die, sy nk awk..'
sy x nk blek kt die..
die ckp 'ape yg ade kt sy nie, die hensem, die byk duet..i'm nothing'
mse tu air mate da x bley bnti ngalir..
it just keeps on falling..
aku ckp ngan die 'da byk kli sy ckp..sy x pndg rupe, sy x pndg harta..
all i need is someone who can take good care of me..
yg phm sy, tw cmne lyn sy..'
after that, die yg ngah driving bnti tepi jln n trus peluk aku..
at that time i really felt pain..
aku cdey sgt sbb die mcm x cye kt aku..
die mcm persoalkn syg aku kt die..
ye, mmg it's still new..
tp i hope he understand..
ntahla, lately when a topic is about D..
both of us will become really sensitive..
just hope it will not be like this again..