best friend = boyfriend & soulmate

holla guys..

it's been a while..

haha..

have been having a mental breakdown actually..

but, u know what?

i've found someone else..

and he makes me feel even happier than before..

who is he?

he's my bestfriend and we are progressing to being boyfriend and maybe soulmate..

crazy huh?

well, he was the one who was here when i was having a mental breakdown..

honestly, i did thought of ending my life..

but, he was the one that talked sense to me..

comforted me whenever i feel like giving up..

gave me his shoulder to cry on..

hug me when i'm starting to feel down..

he understands me most..

i don't have to tell him how i'm feeling at that time..

he can just guess from my reactions..

my voice and everything..

it's just amazing when u found someone who truly understands you for who you really are..

and you can understand him the exact same way..

we sort of just clicked..

all of my secrets are with him and vice versa..

we trust each other so much that every single, even darkest secrets are shared..

thanks awk..

u make me feel like a new person..

someone who doesn't need to pretend..

someone that can just be herself at any time..

and even be loved for it..

the one i can just cry whenever i want to..

no need to pretend i'm fine because you'll know straight away i'm lying..

thanks for everything..

i promise i won't leave you..

even it's not meant to be between us, we can still remain as best friends..

:D