just when i thought i'm over him...

just when i thought there are no more feelings for him in my heart...

i thought that when i see his face all that i feel is empty...

but, instead all the pain, suffering, and misery resurfaces in my heart...

when i see him with someone else...

i feel like crying...

i think that my tears had already dried up...

but the moment i see his face...

the tears flow like waterfall from my eyes...

non-stop...

it's so unbearable....

it hurts so much..

if i can throw my heart away i would...

but what can i do except watch with a broken heart....

:'(