best friends forever

btul kn gmbr kt ats nie?
sbb even rmai mane pn bestfren pmpuan kte..
xkn sme ngan bestfren laki..
someone yg kte bley gurau2 without tkut die jtuh ati kt kte..
kte bley mnje2 ngan die ble2 mse kte nk..
org nk jelez pn pduli ape sbb kte ngan die mcm adek bradek..
kte bley jd dri sndri ngan die..
klau mke kte buruk pn die xkn ketawakn kte..
die trime kte seadenye..
die pn sme..
x berpura2 jd org len..
kte slesa ngan die..
die pn cmtu..
lpas lme aku crik, at last aku jmpe gak..
am n man..
i'm really blessed to have friends like them..
x berkire..
caring..
slalu ade ble aku prlu..
cheer up aku ble aku cdey..
mmg bru knal tp ktorg mcm da knal lme..
cpt ngam..hehe..

 am

 man

 my bodyguards.. :)

 we're just crazyyyy!!!

man sewel..

uncontrollable

i failed..
failed to hold on to this relationship..
i thought i could be stronger than this..
but i failed..
sorry because i asked u to let me go..
it's just i can't help to lie to myself and to u..
the truth is i still can't forget him..
he still has that special place in my heart..
i regret for toying with ur feelings..
i dunno what i was thinking at that time..
i was stupid thinking that i could let him go totally..
100%..
awk, maafkn sy ye..
sy tpu awk..
slame nie sy brusaha nk lpekn die..
n cbe nk ltak awk dlm ati sy..
tp sy x bley..
ntah la..
ampunkn la sy..
lpas nie sy x nk bg harapan kt sespe lg..
sy x nk kne label 'player'
better sy stay single jer wt mse nie..
mengharapkn 'dia' yg x tw ble akn dtg blek kt aku..
mgkin gak die wt cmtu sbb nk jge ati aku jer..
dear heart, be strong and just let go..
move on please..
i have to stop torturing myself..
but at the same time..
i can't imagine myself with another guy..
maybe i'll stay like this until YOU decide my fate..
i leave it all to YOU..

be certain..

at times i may feel uncertain..
i may feel insecure about myself..
but u made me feel special..
i can be myself when i'm with u..
i can share my secrets without worrying about negative things..
u accepted me the way i am..
and for that i'm really thankful..
sometimes i will feel like i love someone else..
but that's all just my imagination..
it's just my heart playing games..
i hope u will stay by my side forever..
i hope we can stay together till Jannah..
i love u and only u..
there is no one else in my heart except u..
i may flirt, i may be naughty..
but believe me when i say i love u and i wanna be ur wife until end of time..
thanks for everything my love..
i cherish u and i never wanna be apart from u..
u're apart of me now..
-capital F.I-

work3...brrr~

hey guys, it's been quite a while..
ape khabar sume?
shat?
alhamdulillah..
aku shat jer..
bz sgt lately sbb da start keje..
mse tu g interview..
first time interview mmg rse nebes gler..
ggil2 tgn aku..
tp ble tgk mke interviewer tu baik..
ilang nebes tu..
alhamdulillah everything went well..
my english is still good..
and after 5 days or so i got the job..
where?
da agak da mesty korg terpk2 ktne la aku keje nie kn?
hahaha..
jeng3...
tadaaaaaa.....
nie la die...

ngehngehngeh..
Legoland Malaysia..
haha..
well, org pk mesty best kn keje kt theme park..
international theme park plak tu..
hurm, mmg best pn..
cume mule2 tu pnat la..
sbb x biase..
hehehe..
tp lme2 da ok..
n i really have fun here..
hope this lasts for a long time..
:)

Soulful..

Ya allah, i really love him..

He never fails to suprise me..

Td chat ngan die..

Mcm xde mood sgt so bls sepatah2 jer..

Then die tnye da mkn ke blum..

Aku ckpla blum..

Lapoo..

Then die ckp mkn la syg..

Prut awk tu kne jge..

X lme lg awk nk ngandungkn anak sy..

Mse bce tu ati aku trase bahagia sgt..

Mcm2 prasaan bercampur..

Sayu, bahagia, tersentuh..mcm2 la..

He makes me fall deeper in love..

I'm really speechless right now..

I love u soo much syg..

Hope u're the last for me..

I love u..

I really do..

My capital F.I..

<3

Crushed..

I always have the ability to spoil everything up..

Dunno what to say..

I can just say i'm really2 sorry..

Lately i have been making u sad..

Sy rse x pnah wt awk bahagia pn slame nie..

Sy slalu wt awk cdey jer..

Wt awk nanges..

Ye, even awk x btw sy tp sy tw..

Sy diamkn sbb sy rse mcm x layak ade ngan awk..

Sy nie x sempurna..

Belum ckup sempurna utk idup ngan someone..

Sy x tw ape keputusan yg die nk wt, i admit my mistake..

Ape pn keputusan yg die akn wt aku akn trime dgn ati yg redha..

Mmg slh aku sbb wt die cmni..

Aku seolah2 seksa die..

Dgn sikap aku, ape yg aku ckp..

I'm really sorry..

Forgive me..

-capital F.I-

apart...

  

 seems like everyday with him can make it quite tiring..

i always miss him..

he's also the same..

but sometimes i can't help but wonder..

why am i like this?

why do i feel uncertain?

like there's something missing between us..

like there's something that needs to be done for us to be in love all the time..

but what?

can't quite grope at the idea right now..

everything seems like a blur to me..

i just hope you don't feel the same way as me..

because maybe u felt bored..

because i kinda neglected you this few days..

i dunno..

i just can't help it..

really..

i can't seem to control my own emotions right now..

i'm a living wreck..

falling apart bit by bit without anyone or even myself realizing it..

and it's getting tiring having to act like i'm happy all the time..

maybe i need some sort of release..

i need to go somewhere..

far away..

to sort out my thoughts, my feelings..

and start afresh..

everything's all jumbled up in my head..

confused is something i can be sure of right now..

:(