Throwback! part 2..

jeng3...
nmpk x nmpk x?
hahaha..
ini la hasil ble bosan..
ngengeh..
sbnrnye gmbr nie mse ngah training service culture..
ngantuk sgt dgr HR tu membebel..
nsib bek la kt lego nie bley men lego even ade taklimat ke training pape la..
so aku wt la bnde nie..
yg pling klakarnye aku da wt nme aku n die..
skali HR tu dtg n tenung jer aku wt..
haha..
hampeh..
x mcm merah plak mke aku mse tu..
gatal sgt tgn kn nk wt bnde tu..
cpt2 aku leraikn..
aigooo...
tp overall mmg best sbnrnye men lego nie..
cbela try..
hihi
:)

Throwback! part 1..

hello guys..
ok, ini la die yg bjaye menambat ati sy..
hihi..
comel kn?
die slalu x nk ngaku die comel..
biar la, awk ttap comel kt ati sy..
wekkkk..
anyway, gmbr nie mse legoland pnye annual dinner kt  the zon regency..
mmg happening la mse tu..
tp yg pling happening is aku x tw dr mane plak aku brani nk bjln bdue ngan die mse tu..
hahahha..
mmg kne ngajing la kn..
tp aku pk, smpi ble nk smbunyi kn..
biar jela, org da tw da pn..
the truth is that..
I LOVE YOU MUHAMMAD ZULAFIQ ZULKIFLEE..
jgn nakal2 ngan pmpuan len ye..
sy syg awk sesgt3...
mmuuuaahhhhhxxx!!!!
:D

responsibility??

responsibility..
that is a big word isn't it..
some people fear it..
some take it as a challenge to themselves..
me?
i don't even know what does this word means to me..
i may fear it at times, but i will always turn it around as a challenge..
now the situation is i've been asked to attend an interview for a job advancement..
meaning i have the opportunity to be promoted to team lead position..
but the responsibility will be bigger..
so the question is..
do i or do i not have what it takes to be a good leader?
can i take the responsibility?
i kept on thinking about it until it affects my daily life..
hope i will find a way to overcome this fear..
bismillah..

fallen angel..

dear atok..
i miss u..
how are u up there?
are u doing fine?
i hope everything's well with u..
things have really changed after u n tok ayah passed away..
our family drifted apart..
thing took a turn to the worse..
everyone changed..
i felt as though they're total strangers..
i can no longer feel the warmth and heat of love in their eyes..
it's like i'm a fallen angel..
things at the office are also not going so good..
it's like history id repeating itself..
but Alhamdulillah not as worse as before..
i still gave friends that will stand by my side when i most needed it..
my love who faithfully stayed by my side..
to hear every story, every pain, every torture that i felt..
he was always there..
my best friends are there too..
i thankful to have such great people in my life..
hopefully i can become stronger than before..
and keep smiling when problems come in my way..
i want to be strong..
i want to be carefree..
to feel accomplished..
be free to be me..
with nobody to judge..
nobody to pick a fight with me..
but maybe that is all in my dreams..
i can just hope for that eternal happiness to come..
that's all i can say for now..
i really do miss u atok..
hope i can get to see u in my dreams..
feel ur hug..
kiss u..

yg mane satu idaman kalbu?

pening la..
x tw nk plih mane satu nie..
iphone5s ke samsung note III?
hurm..
samsung pnye screen bsar..
hrge pn mcm ok jer..
td survey2 bru RM1999..
iphone5s plak RM2480..
jauh lg murah la dr first aku tgk..
mse tu aku survey RM2699 kot..
gler la..
tp aku nekad nk amek fon bru..
nk kumpul duet..
huhuhu..

too tired for my own good..

Ya Allah..

pnat yg tramat skang nie..

mkin bz ngan keje..

smpikn bnde len pn tergendala..

nk bli fon..

nk renew lesen yg bru mati..

nk wt spek bru..

hurm..

migrain pn da menyerang..

nsib bek la roadshow utk thun nie da abes..

klau x mmg x te la nk ckp ape..

ngan org x ckup kt admissions tu..

kdg2 srabut gak wt keje..

ngan guest yg mcm2 prangai lg..

haish, kesabaran jela..

huhu..

tp semlm alhamdulillah..

i got my first compliment dr guest spore..

well, agak tkjut n x cye gak la ble die compliment tu..

hahahaha..

sbb nye aku rse aku wt keje mcm biase jer..

xdela bgus sgt..

ngehngeh..

alhamdulillah, ade gak org yg hargai keje aku..

even aku xde kwn kt tmpt keje tu tp aku x pduli..

aku wt jer keje aku..

wt hal sndri..

n pihak atasan nmpk usahe aku..

juz skang nie maybe overworked kot..

tp tpakse mc sbb mmg sgt x larat nk g keje..

sket kpale yg tramat..

huhuhu..

nsib bek la esok off day..

bley rhat lg..

okla, nk titun..

bubui guys..

:)

life and death..

Asslamualaikum..

figured out this picture yet?

well, it's all about life and death..

the left side is the life part where the tree grows strong and got all the nutrients it needed

the right side is the opposite of it..

everything on the right side already died..even the clouds are dark..

same as us..

ever wondered how our afterlife is going to be?

some people do, some people don't..

some are too terrified to even think about it..

this thing suddenly occurred to me when Am said all things about death..

he said 'kau ttap akn syg aku even aku da xde kn dok?'

'kau jgn nanges tw ble kau nmpk jasad aku terbujur dgn kain kapan dpn kau, kau senyum jer ye'

at that time i tried fighting back the tears but failed..

i cannot lie to myself that i do love him..

even more than i should..

but he's like a part of me..

he's like my brother..

i cried myself that night hoping that all that was a joke and praying that he will live a long life..

i still haven't get to know him fully yet..

to Am, aku x tw la ape yg kau mksudkn ngan sume yg kau ckp tu..

tp klau btul bnde tu jd, aku nk jmpe kau wt kali trakhir..

aku nk pluk kau..

cium kau..

aku x pduli org nk ckp ape..

skurang2nye aku dpt wt cmtu utk kali trakhir seblum kau tgglkn aku..

tp klau x smpat, ape yg aku mampu wt utk kau is iringkn doa..

smoge kau ditempatkn di kalangan org2 yg briman..

hrp ape yg kau ckp tu cume sje2..

jgn tgglkn aku..

aku masih prlukn kau dlm idup aku..

:'(