life and death..

Asslamualaikum..

figured out this picture yet?

well, it's all about life and death..

the left side is the life part where the tree grows strong and got all the nutrients it needed

the right side is the opposite of it..

everything on the right side already died..even the clouds are dark..

same as us..

ever wondered how our afterlife is going to be?

some people do, some people don't..

some are too terrified to even think about it..

this thing suddenly occurred to me when Am said all things about death..

he said 'kau ttap akn syg aku even aku da xde kn dok?'

'kau jgn nanges tw ble kau nmpk jasad aku terbujur dgn kain kapan dpn kau, kau senyum jer ye'

at that time i tried fighting back the tears but failed..

i cannot lie to myself that i do love him..

even more than i should..

but he's like a part of me..

he's like my brother..

i cried myself that night hoping that all that was a joke and praying that he will live a long life..

i still haven't get to know him fully yet..

to Am, aku x tw la ape yg kau mksudkn ngan sume yg kau ckp tu..

tp klau btul bnde tu jd, aku nk jmpe kau wt kali trakhir..

aku nk pluk kau..

cium kau..

aku x pduli org nk ckp ape..

skurang2nye aku dpt wt cmtu utk kali trakhir seblum kau tgglkn aku..

tp klau x smpat, ape yg aku mampu wt utk kau is iringkn doa..

smoge kau ditempatkn di kalangan org2 yg briman..

hrp ape yg kau ckp tu cume sje2..

jgn tgglkn aku..

aku masih prlukn kau dlm idup aku..

:'(