Happy New Year 2010!

holla...
happy new year you guys!!!
rse cm kjap jer kn thn 2009 abes
utk spe2 yg nk naek sek uh
happy schooling ..haha
sbr jela eh
tp ble da abes sek nie aku rse rndu plak kt kwn2 sek
ntah dpt jmpe lg ke x pas nie
msing2 mesty da ikut haluan sndri
aku pn sme gak
skang nie aku plan nk amek pharmacing
klau x pn aku nk amek science computer
jd hacker ke..haha
ske ati jek
anyway,thn bru nie x best sgtla bub fmily aku da kurg sorg
tp cmne pn idup mesty d'truskn
chaiyok2..haha

pe aku nk wt skang...

skang nie aku rse idup aku da xde mkne lg
sume org kt keliling aku ngah cdey t'msukla aku
kdg2 aku pk cm ngah mimpi
ngah tggu ble la aku bley bgun dr mimpi ngeri nie
tp aku sdar pe la daya aku nk lwan tkdir
pe yg da jd nie kenyataan
die mmg da pegi tnggalkan ktorg sume wt slame-slamenyer
mate yg slame nie b'jage utk jge anak2 n cucu2 die da xkn t'buke lg
aku da ilang tmpt ngadu

sedihnye...

ahad,11.40pm
tok kesygan aku pegi wt slamenye...
x t'kate pe prasaan aku time uh
sedih,nyesal sume cmpur jd 1.
b'celaru kpale aku diwtnyer
air mata mengalir cm air trjun
x bhenti
mule2 die muntah2 jer
ktorg pn ingtkn pkare biase la
sket gitu agknye
rpenye tok aku de sket jntung
n ulser kt prut die
da pecah,b'darah
rpenye da lbey kurg 3 ari die mnderita cm uh
ayah aku da bwk g hosp tp mule2 doc msukkn air jer
tp smlm keadaan tok aku mkin turk
tmbah lg xde org nk jge die
tok laki aku pn t'lantar gak
org len sume keje
hrpkn aku sorg jer nk jge due2
x lrat rsenye
pas uh diorg bwk tok aku g hosp kulai
n dlm kul 11.50 mak aku btw yg die da xde...

pe bnde nie?

1.pe prasaan anda?
-ntah ler

2.sy nk mkn?
-spaghetti

3.sy x ske?
-hipokrit

4.impian sy?
-bjaye dlm idup

5.haiwan yg sy x ske?
-anjing,lipas,cicak

6.sy hrpkn?
-idup yg slalu hepi

7.jika bley putarkn mse?
-x nk lpaskn die

8.sy pde 10 thn akn dtg
-a pharmacist,hopefully. insya-allah

9.handphone sy adlh sebuah?
-alat komunikasi

10.sy pnah bcnta sbnyak?
-ntah la,skali jer kott

11.sy ske pd?
-video games

12.kwn2 sy?
-cm2 jnis

13.pnah dikhianati?
-of course la pnah

14.pe yg anda hndak lakukn pd die?
-bnuh die klau bley

15.snaraikn org utk ditag
-eyda,aien,mieza,anis

bosan

(1)3 names in your inbox
*eyda
*aien
*mira

(2)your main ringtone
*cleopatra stratan-ghita

(3)what did you do at 12 last night
*watch lord of the rings 3

(4)who was the last person you went out with? where?
*fmily. IOI kulai

(5)the colour of the t-shirt your wearing now?
*red

(6)the last thing you did?
*on9 fb

(7)3 of your everyday favourite items
*handphone
*purse
*perfume

(8)the colour of your bedroom
*pink

(9)how much money in your wallet now?
*none of your business

(10)how's life?
*trying to build it back again

(11)your favourite song
*bila by candy

(12)what will you do next weekend?
*have fun in kl

(13)when was the last time you saw your mum?
*a few minutes ago

(14)where is she now?
*sleeping on her bed

(15)when was the last time you talked to your parents?
*about 15 minutes ago

(16)who was the last person that texted you?
*eyda

(17)where did you have dinner last night?
*at my grandma's house

(18)the last surprise you got?
*poem 4 my ex at a gurl's blog

(19)last thing you borrowed from your friend?
*a pen

(20)who is your Bf/Gf or husband/wife
*totally none of your business

(21)what do you feel now?
*confused

(22)wanna share with who?
*myself

(23)who knows your secret?
*like the whole WORLD

(24)they keep your secret?
*some do,some don't

(25)are you angry with someone?
*i guess so

(26)what do you order at McD?
*double cheeseburger

(27)the last time you felt so sad?
*don't remember

(28)mahu tag?
*x pduli

Janji Manismu

skali lg aku diuji ngan dugaan yg tersgt2 brat
aku ngah bukak blog sorg mnah nie
aku pk blog die best,so aku bcela post die
smbil2 aku scroll uh aku t'jmpe 1 post yg title die:CINTA SEMPURNA ******
yg aku x tlis uh nme ex aku
cbe la korg bygkn pe prasaan aku time uh
ati aku yg da tggal debu nie
rse cm kne tiup angin ribut smpi xde sisa pn yg tggal
pas uh die bley tlis kt blog die
aku cpat slh fhm ngan die
ok,aku sdar uh
aku mntak maaf
tp cbela die ltak dri die kt tmpt aku
bkn die pn akn wt bnde yg sme ke?
cbe korg bygkn,ex korg yg korg syg sgt2
da x cntact korg
tp cmne truk pn die wt korg,korg ttap sygkn die ngan ikhlas
pas uh,1 ari tetbe de sorg mnah nie yg korg x bpe knal sgt
tnye sal hbungan korg ngan ex korg uh n tnye sal prasaan korg kt ex korg
pe yg korg rse?
org yg korg rse asing tetbe tnye sal hal pribadi korg
xkn korg x mrh kn?
aku ingtkn aku bley bek ngan die tp
ble aku bce post yg die publish kt blog die uh aku trus t'gamam
die tlis puisi utk ex aku
time uh brula aku sdar
yg ake ngan ex aku mmg xde jdoh
lbey bek klau aku undurkn dri n hrp aku xkn jmpe die lg
last skali,aku nk ckp ngan mnah uh
aku doakn korg bhagie smpi ble2

sepi...

skunk nie aku nk mlekn idup bru
wlaupn aku single
tp aku cye yg aku ckup kuat utk tempuh pe jer hlangan
aku still de family n kwn2 yg syg aku
aku x prlukn laki dlm idup ak utk trus idup
cme kdg2 tringat gak kt die
wlaupn cm2 die da wt kt aku tp aku ttap sygkn die
npe???
arghhh...klau la aku bley cbut ati aku n cmpak jauh2 aku akn wt
tp uh KLAU
aku nk sbukkn dri ngan men game kt fb
lg best dr pk kn die
tul x?
haha
ari slase nie aku start amek lsen kt desa rahmat
ngan eyda
at least aku de kwn
wish me luck..haha
hrp2 1st try dpt llus la
ari slase uh ktorg kne attend cramah 5 jam
huhuhu
kematula bontot aku...
haha