Crushed..

I always have the ability to spoil everything up..

Dunno what to say..

I can just say i'm really2 sorry..

Lately i have been making u sad..

Sy rse x pnah wt awk bahagia pn slame nie..

Sy slalu wt awk cdey jer..

Wt awk nanges..

Ye, even awk x btw sy tp sy tw..

Sy diamkn sbb sy rse mcm x layak ade ngan awk..

Sy nie x sempurna..

Belum ckup sempurna utk idup ngan someone..

Sy x tw ape keputusan yg die nk wt, i admit my mistake..

Ape pn keputusan yg die akn wt aku akn trime dgn ati yg redha..

Mmg slh aku sbb wt die cmni..

Aku seolah2 seksa die..

Dgn sikap aku, ape yg aku ckp..

I'm really sorry..

Forgive me..

-capital F.I-

apart...

  

 seems like everyday with him can make it quite tiring..

i always miss him..

he's also the same..

but sometimes i can't help but wonder..

why am i like this?

why do i feel uncertain?

like there's something missing between us..

like there's something that needs to be done for us to be in love all the time..

but what?

can't quite grope at the idea right now..

everything seems like a blur to me..

i just hope you don't feel the same way as me..

because maybe u felt bored..

because i kinda neglected you this few days..

i dunno..

i just can't help it..

really..

i can't seem to control my own emotions right now..

i'm a living wreck..

falling apart bit by bit without anyone or even myself realizing it..

and it's getting tiring having to act like i'm happy all the time..

maybe i need some sort of release..

i need to go somewhere..

far away..

to sort out my thoughts, my feelings..

and start afresh..

everything's all jumbled up in my head..

confused is something i can be sure of right now..

:(