i'm OK.. :D

i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok...

who am i kidding?

haha...

well...pd awk..

klau awk ngah bce nie...

awk jgn rsau k...

sy xde pape...

sy ok jer...

td 2 juz overreacting jer...

haha..(skali skale nk mencapap)

anyway, sy hrp kte bley go on cm biase...

lpekn jer pe yg jd td..

wt cm sy x pnah tnye awk pape..

kte carry on ngan hubungan kte...

sy x ksah...

awk ksah ke?

huhu...

jnji awk de kt sisi sy..

ckup utk wt sy hepi..

ok?

jgn pk bkn2 plez..

:)

LOSER!!!!

god!!!!

i am such a loser!

npe la kau nie sng sgt nk syg org kn?

pdahal die anggap kau sbgai kwn jer slame nie..

yg kau plak?

thegeh2 kt die cm kau nie awek die...

blah la kau...

x yah nk prasan sgtla kn...

huhu...

dushhh~

kne sbijik kt mke aku..

time nie aku trase ati aku ancur lg skali...

aku rse dunie nie da x bley bg aku kegembiraan lg..

nk snyum pn sush...

pdahal seblum nie bnde x klakar pn aku bley glak..

xde gne pn aku idup kn..

(2 la..pdn mke kau..lenkali jgn cpt sgt cye org..lg2 laki)

em...sy mntk maaf awk..

sy slh phm slame nie..

xpe..sy jnji pas nie sy x nk gnggu awk lg...

kte bkwn cm biase jer...

sy x nk bhrp lg kt ne2 laki...

awk truskn ngan idup awk...

biarkn sy ubt ati sy..

time kaseh..

maddi jane..cute!

ble korg tgk mke dak nie..

pe yg korg pk agknye ek?

mesty korg pk...cumelnyer dak nie...

hehe...

tp jgn tgk mke jer cumel..

dak nie power nyanyi tw..

nme die maddi jane..

ari uh de member aku kt fb share video die nyanyi lgu price tag..

best gler..

t'diam aku..

haha...

klau korg nk dgr suare die..

g la tgk kt youtube..

kt music player aku nie pn suare die..

enjoy!

Sushi Madness!!! muahahaha~

FINALLY!!!!

hahaha...

i got my sushi...

yummy~

hehe..

da lme sbnrnye nk sushi nie..

tp bru smlm dpt bli..

well...1 sbub is sushi king x halal..

so, x bley nk bli kt c2 eventhough sushi die mmg the best!

hurm...nk wt cmne..

so, end up aku bli sushi kt dlm jusco jer..

hehe..

tp 2 pn sdap gak...

anyway, skunk nie ngah tggu takoyaki nye stall nk bukak..

takoyaki..here i come!

:)

soooooo tired... :(

okla...

fine...i give up...

i'm just too tired to fight anymore..

you can say whatever you want about me..

i just don't have the strength to go against you anymore..

you have always been the winner...

i just want a quiet life..

without you mocking me...

telling the world about me..

i just wish i could get rid of this nightmare...

but there didn't seem to have an end...

all of this will keep on haunting me until...

my last breath..

i accept it as it is..

i've done all i can...

i just want to rest..

please leave me alone..

i'm far too weak now..

no need to make me even more weak..

you've won...

i lost...

i've tried to run away from you..

but i realise that is going to make you mock me even more..

i just don't want to disrupt my studies..

i want to start a new life..

if i could turn back time...

i would do things much more differently...

i don't want to be friends with you if i knew..

this is going to happen..

i won't meddle in your personal affairs..

i would just mind my own business and focus only on my studies...

but all i can do now is live with regret everyday...

thinking how i've been so stupid..

betraying the only person who wants to be friends with me..

i can only cry until no more tears comes out of my eyes..

i just want to kneel in front of you...

begging for your forgiveness..

but i know you are never going to forgive me..

not even for the slightest bit..

so, let me die with this regret..

i pray that you will live happily until the end of your life..

cherished with success in whatever you do..

and you will never see me again after we graduate..

i promise..

unpredictable? *scary*

unpredictable...

2 la yg awk ckp sal dri awk...

"i'm very unpredictable"

hey guys..mesty korg plik kn?

pe la yg aku m'bebel nie..

haha...

smlm aku tnye A pe die akn wt klau de laki yg mntk kapel ngan aku

n cbe nk ngurat aku..

die ckp die x tw nk wtpe..

tp die rsau..

time uh t'haru la gak..

aku ckp ngan die...jgn rsau..

aku nie jnis yg stie..

insya-allah aku x brubh ati...

aku tnye la die, klau die die akn brubh ati ke?

2 yg die ckp..i'm very unpredictable...

time uh t'gamam aku dwtnye...

awk...awk tw x pe sy rse?

sy rse 1 ari nnt mesty awk akn tgglkn sy dlm skelip mate

klau de pmpuan yg bjaye amek ati awk kn..

sy x tw la..

klau tul 1 ari nnt awk tgglkn sy..

mgkin sy x dpt idup..

bub da 2 kli sy kne cm 2..

mle2 kne tpu..

ble jmpe laki yg bley wt sy lpekn laki ptame 2..

die tgglkn sy tnpa sbub..

sy hmpir2 jd gler mse 2...

mnanges jer x hnti2..

mira pn x tw nk ckp pe kt sy mse 2..

die cme suh sy sbr...

huhu..

tp 2 hak awk..

sy x bley nk halang..

mgkin slh sy slame nie bub tlalu pcye kt org yg sy syg..

tp sy x bley kwal..

lg2 ble ngan awk..

sy len sgt2..

sy kuat jeles..sy x ske pmpuan len ngurat awk..

sy nk org tw awk milik sy..

n sy akn brusaha sdaye upaya nk wt awk hepi..

n sy x nk awk sket ati ngan sy..

ilang mud bub sy..

sy x nk awk tgglkn sy cmne laki seblum nie tgglkn sy..

bub sy x dgr ckp die..

huhu..

tlg jgn tgglkn sy awk..

sy x bley idup tnpa awk..

:'(

why now? @_@

npe ble time aku ngah hepi ngan die...

de jer laki2 yg nk dtg tagih cnta aku?

huhu..

bestfren aku 2 x ksahla..

mmg dr dlu lg die mnat aku..syg aku..

tp yg aku pliknye...

npe mamat yg pnah jd skandal aku uh...

dtg blek?

n die cntact aku smate2 nk ckp die da clash..

pas 2...bg hint knon die syg aku lbey dr kwn...

haha...

kau ble aku ckp aku ske kt kau..

kau ckp kau stie ngan awek kau...

aku phmla mksud kau..

that's why aku x msj kau lg..

pe yg kau ckp uh cm tmparan bg aku tw..

yup...kau mgkin x sdar..

tp pe yg kau ckp uh cm tduh aku nie prampas..

ok,fine...

aku x kcau bf org lg pas nie..

puas ati?

hrp kau puasla..

n insya-allah aku x syg kau lbey dr sorg kwn lg..

sick...

hey...

da bpe ari gak x update blog nie ek?

bkn pe...

sbnrnye aku x bpe shat..

selsema lorr...

cm nk demam nie..

huhu..

nie dpt la on9 jap..

2 pn bub cuz aku yg bukak laptop..

klau x aku mmg mls nk on9..

rse nk tdo jer 24 jam...

maafkn sy awk... :'(

hey guys..

not really in the mood nk cte skunk nie..

tp, i want to calm myself..

em...smlm aku n A gduh...

nie kli ptame ktorg gduh sjak knal..

well..aku yg slh..

mggu nie die blek n bz m'manjang..

so, jrang msj aku..

kbtulan plak aku ngah rndu gler kt die..

so, t'snsitif la plak..

aku ingtkn die da x nk lyn aku lg..

da x syg kt aku..

die de ckp ngan aku die bz..

knduri..men takraw..futsal..

tp aku x tw npe aku still nk trase..

huhu...

bodonye aku nie kn?

rse cm nk hntak kpale kt dinding jer smpi biul..

huhu..

smlm ktorg supersaver..

n aku ckpla yg aku trase ati ngan die..

die xplen kt aku npe die x msj aku...

tp aku cm x bley nk trime..

ntahla..maybe bub die x reti pjuk kot..

huhu..ble die dgr aku diam jer..

die trus ltak..

die ckp ngan aku die ilang mood...

awk....

sy mntk maaf..mntk ampun awk..

sy x b'niat nk wt awk cm 2..

sy tw awk pnat..

sy mntk maaf...

sy x phm awk..

sy ikutkn prasaan..

sy nie bknnye gf awk pn..

tp nk kongkong awk cm awk nie milik sy..

sy xde hak pn nk wt sume 2..

sy sdar..

pas nie sy jnji sy x wt lg..

awk wt la pe awk nk wt..

sy x nk jd phalang awk lg..

:'(

nk download movie la...waaaaa!!!!!

hey guys...

cbe teka aku ngah wtpe?

haha...

download movie..

movie pe?

another cinderella story...

cte 2 best...

pnah tgk skali kt laptop akak aku...

huhu...

tp die da dlete..

x smpt nk copy..

so, aku nk cbe download la cte uh..

da jmpe kt jiwang..

tp x bley nk bukak la plak...

peh...gler frust...

grrrrrrrr~

rse cm nkl cmpak jer laptop nie ke lantai..

tp pk blek...

x b'baloi klau aku wt cm 2..

nnt kne mrh ngan ayah de la..

hehe...

anyways...ngah crik solution nie cmne nk men torrent file...

any suggestions?

:|

boringnyer!!!! grrr~

aish....

boring gler thap gaban!!!!

huhuhu...

nk wtpe nie?

ntahla kn..

nk dating..die blek plak..

xpela..awk blekla..

pdahal...dlm ati..

awk..tlgla jgn blek..tmanla sy kt cni..

haha..

gurau jer..

aku da jd gler nie..

bub x tw nk wtpe..

ngadap laptop pn da cm dak bodo jer..

:P

happy birthday awk..

awk....

happy birthday...

sy cme bley ucap kt cni n kt fb jer..

bkn x nk msj..

tp sy tkut awk mrh sy...

yelah, sy yg tgglkn awk...

sy mntk maaf...

tp sy x nyesal pn...

sy bhagie ngan 'die' skunk...

sy hrp awk phm...

sy sush nk trime org yg pnah tpu sy..

pe2 pn...

sy doakn awk hepi..

ngan pmpuan yg awk plih..

n smoge awk bjaye jd pilot cm cite2 awk 2..

insya-allah..

klau la awk de dpn mate sy..

sy nk bg awk kek nie...

sy tw awk ske rxz..

tp xde plak kek bntuk uh..

so, sy bg kek bntuk bnde yg awk ske..

guitar..

hehe..

hrp awk ske..

hope kte bley bkwn..

n tlgla jgn bnci sy..

bub sy x pnah bnci awk..

time kaseh ats knangan 7 thn yg awk bg kt sy..

insya-allah sy akn kenang smpi ble2..

lepaking a.k.a dating..haha

hey korg..

nk tw x?

aku da planning nk blek sbnrnye ari nie..

tp tetbe lcturer ckp sok de klas gnti..

fine..x ksahla..

pas uh de lcturer len plak msuk..

die ckp ktorg kne wt package sal snorkeling..

group assignment la..

n die suh submit ari khamis dpn..

ktorg pn bncgla dlm group ble nk wt..

diorg ckp nk bncg sok n maybe wt weekend nie..

time 2, aku da x tw nk ckp pe...

dlm ati da jrit2 la..

'nk blek, nk blek, nk blek!!!!!'

huhu...

tp cian plak diorg klau aku blek..

x adil la nnt...

diorg jer wt keje..

so, aku pn decide la x blek 'kot' mggu nie..

hehe..still de pluang lg utk aku blek sbnrnye..

aku ckp ngan diorg..

okla, aku x blek..

jnji de bnde nk wtla..

klau x boring jer duk blik sorg2..

x tw nk wtpe..

n ptg td..

aku g tasik..

hehe..

jmpe si die..

mle2 die jogging ngan member2 die..

da jogging die duk seblah aku..

ktorg bbual2 jer..

tp aku x tw la npe aku brani sgt..

aku bley tpuk2 die..

cbit lg..

cian awk..

mesty awk sket kn..

sori..

tp best gler dpt jmpe awk td..

cme ble dgr awk blek mggu nie 2 yg x best..

sy bru ingtkn nk ajak awk kuar mggu nie..

tgk wyg ke..

tp xpela..

awk blekla..

lenkali kte kuar eh..

time kaseh bub wt sy hepi..

awk stalker sy ke?

ari sbtu pas aku g swimming ngan kak eeza..

kali nie ayah antar..thanks ayah!

hehe...

smpi2 jer rmai la plak...

pdahal bru bukak kot tmpt 2..

huhu..

x ksahla...

da byr tiket msuk kn...

klau x swimming m'bazir jer...

so, ktorg swimming la cm biase...

aku da start biasekn dri ngan paddling..

hehe..

da terer ckitla..

kbtulan plak de la group dak2 nie mntk tlg ktorg ajar dirg swimming..

n lyn la diorg b'bual2...

ngah syok2 swimming nie,aku t'grak nk tgk ats..

bub ats uh de kdai..

n dr ats uh bley nmpk bhagian swimming pool pmpuan..

xde privacy lgsung..

haha (nme pn public swimming pool kn)

aku t'nmpk de sorg mamat..

x tw la die tgk ne..

tp rsenye die tgk aku..

aku da la rbun...

so, x nmpk jelas la mke die..

tp dr bntuk bdn die...

aku rse die uh mcm ex aku..

huhu..

awk...

awk ke yg 'stalker' sy?

bub awk gak yg ckp ngan sy 2 tmpt lpak awk dlu..

klau tul 2 awk...

npe awk nk 'stalker' sy?

sy da x ingt awk lg tw..

maafkn sy..

tmpt awk kt ati sy da de org len amek..

n sy bhagie skunk..

jd, lbey bek awk crik pgganti sy..

cmne sy crik pgganti awk..

sy x mgkin trime awk lg pas sy tw spe awk yg sbnrnye..

sy mntk maaf byk2..

final exam result.. :D

alhamdulillah...

ari 2 da dpt tgk result final exam sem 2..

mngingkat la dr sem lpas...

hehe...

hopefully i can keep it up for next sem..

chaiyok2!

result! OMG..

result final exam sem 2 kuar ari nie..

huhu..org len sume da tgk result diorg..

aku?

nope...time2 cmni la webpage pmm nk rosak plak...

ish...gram tul la...

huhu...

nk tgk result!!!

at least bley kurgkn stress klau da tgk..

waaaaaa!!!!!

grrrrrrrrr~

peh...trase tnsion sgt2..

huhu...

ingtkn sng la nk settlekn prob aku...

rpenye mkin btmbh2 complicated...

grrrrr~

sush tul la klau cmni...

kne g sne cni plak...

sabo jela..

n klau bley mak nk suh settlekn seblum aku blek sok...

huhu

can i???

:|

rahsia bulan kelahiran..

DISEMBER
-Sangat setia dan pemurah.

-Bersifat patriotik.

-Sangat aktif dalam permainan dan pergaulan.

-Sikap kurang sabar dan tergesa-gesa.

-Bercita-cita tinggi.

-Suka menjadi orang yang berpengaruh dlm organisasi.

-Seronok didampingi.

-Suka bercampur dgn org.

-Suka dipuji, diberi perhatian dan suka dibelai.

-Sangat jujur amanah dan bertolak ansur.

-Tidak pandai berpura-pura.

-Cepat marah.

-Perangai yg berubah-ubah.

-Tidak ego walaupun harga diri yang sangat tinggi.

-Benci pada kongkongan.

-Suka berlawak.

-Pandai buat lawak dan berfikiran dgn logik.

hehe...this is my birth month..klau korg nk tgk korg nye..bleyla g kt blog nie..

1001rahsiadiri.blogspot.com

10 bukti lelaki 2 rumit.. :P

1.Jika kamu melayannya dengan baik, dia fikir kamu jatuh cinta kepadanya.
Jika tidak, kamu akan dianggapnya sombong.

2. Jika kamu berpakaian cantik, dia fikir kamu sedang cuba untuk menggodanya.
Jika tidak, dia kata kamu kekampungan.

3. Jika kamu berdebat dengannya, dia kata kamu keras kepala.
Jika kamu berdiam diri, dia kata kamu tak ada IQ tinggi.

4. Jika kamu lebih pintar daripada dia, dia akan jatuh air muka.
Jika dia yang lebih pintar, dia bilang hebat.

5. Jika kamu tidak cinta padanya, dia akan cuba mendapatkanmu bermati-matian.
Jika kamu mencintainya, dia akan cuba untuk meninggalkanmu.

6. Jika kamu beritahu dia masalahmu, dia kata kamu menyusahkan.
Jika tidak, dia tuduh kamu tidak mempercayainya..

7. Jika kamu cerewet padanya, dia anggap kamu seperti seorang pengasuh .
Jika dia yang cerewet pada kamu, itu kerana dia mengambil berat.

8. Jika kamu mungkir janji kamu, kamu tidak boleh dipercayai.
Jika dia yang ingkari janjinya, dia melakukannya kerana terpaksa.

9. Jika kamu menyakitinya, kamu sangat kejam.
Jika dia yang menyakitimu, itu kerana kamu terlalu sensitif dan terlalu sukar
untuk dijaga hati.

10. Jika kamu mengirimkan ini pada lelaki-lelaki, mereka pasti bersumpah semua
ini tidak benar

so pd sume girls kt luar sne..da dpt jwpn? haha..

I.N.S.O.M.N.I.A

oh my god...

i cannot sleep...

what is wrong with me?

i turn and toss on the bed but hardly get any sleep...

most of the time i will stay awake...

huhu...

maybe it's because of all the stress of staying alone in the room..

just hoping i could get a good night's sleep starting from today..

:(

bored..

hey guys..

skunk nie aku kt poli...

dlm blik..

sorg2..

huhu...

roommate aku x tw la g ne..

dr ari uh lg x mncul2...

x tw la die wjud ke x..

haha..

anyway,aku x tw nk wtpe kt blik nie sorg2..

org len g lpak2 kt blik member2..

tp aku bkn jnis cm 2..

nyibuk kt blik org..

ntah, i guess that's not my style..

x ske la kcau org nie..

so, here i am..

in my room..

wondering what to do except read books and listening to music..

grrrr~

i really hate it here!!!

feels like i'm in a prison..

i want to go home and NEVER come back...

:(

3 Top Things To Do in Life..

1.Peace..

well..i guess we just have to try and make peace with everyone.. :P

2.Love

love every single who loves you..never be afraid to accept and give love.. ;)

3.Music

enjoy every single moment of your life with things you like..for me, it's music.. :)

Happy Mother's Day!

hey guys..

how are you?

hope all of you are doing ok..

well..considering that today is a very special day..

i want to wish to all the mums in the world..

Happy Mother's Day..

especially to my mum, Norizan Nizam...

love u soooo much mum..

thanks for all your hard work in bringing me up..

and turning me into what i am now...

i'm really grateful for that...

hope i can repay u back one day..

:)

love these pictures!

we love each other.. S & A *wink*

having fun in the sun...weeee~

never ever...got it?

soooo tired... *sigh*

today was a fairytale.. ;)

sadness.... :'(

love music...

sometimes we feel trapped in our own world..

i wished for A to be by my side forever...

like mum n kak leen always says to me...

let me fly free like a butterfly...

it helps to think inside the box once in a while.. *wink*

i 'caught' my love

seru...

smlm g tgk wyg ngan eyda...

cte nie la..

seru...

peh, mle2 rse cm lmbab jer cte die...

aku ngan eyda bley glak2 lg..

bub de scene2 yg klakar...

tp ble da smpi suku cte kot...

da start seram gler...

aku da pgg tgn eyda kuat gler...

cian die..sket kot..

sorry eyda.. :|

smpi m'gigil2 aku dwtnye..

haha...

aku nie da la lmah smangat...

skali mse blek uh aku cte la kt mak...

mak bley ckp cte uh sbnrnye cte tul...

aku da t'nganga

x tw nk ckp pe...

dlm ati allah jer tw..

huhu...

seram gler2..

anyway, korg mmg ptut g tgk cte seru uh...

best gler..

my 'medicine'

hey guys!

guess what?

aku da jmpe 'ubat' utk stress aku...

haha..

nk tw pe die?

MUSIC!!!

hehe...

ble aku rse stress ke pe...

aku akn amek fon aku..

psg earpiece n dgr lgu kt fon..

em...at least bley kurgkn ckit la stress aku..

klau x lega gak aku nyanyi kuat2..

ntah,org mgkin pk aku nie gler..

but hey, that's life..

:P

karaoke fun!!!

smlm g sp ngan eyda...

hehe..

mule2 plan nk tman die crik keje n tgk wyg...

ktorg pn g la kt dyne jaya..

kdai yg die nk mntk keje uh..

ble tnye skali org uh x nk yg pkai tudg..

peh..penindasan kt org yg pkai tudg tul...

grrr~

tp nk wt cmne kn...

2 bkn hak kte..

die yg nk crik org keje..

then,ktorg pusing2 crik tmpt len..

eyda ingtkn nk tnye kt kdai jual bju muslimah...

tp die sgan..

so,ktorg pusing lg..

then, aku ajak eyda g karok..

karok jamban jer...

well, sp uh bknnyer bsar sgt pn.. :P

so,mle2 aku yg byr..

ckp ngan akak uh nk 10 lgu (cite2 nk tggi)

hehe...ble karok2..

aku mmg da lme gian..tp eyda pn da bjangkit pnyakit aku...

ktorg jer yg memekak kt c2..

glak2...mcm2..hehe

then eyda g tmbh lg 10 lgu..

bley thn gak mnah uh..

haha..

pas bes karok uh eyda haus..

aku pn da start sket tekak..

pe lg, trun bwh bli cool blog...

woah...nikmat x t'kate..

then pusing lg crik keje utk eyda..

last2 jmpe kt kdai cenderamata seblah dyna jaya uh gak..

hehe..

alhamdulillah..

berbaloi gak psing2 sp uh..

eyda start keje ari nie..

x tw la pe cte..

nk msj die x bley..

xpela, eyda..gud luck!

chaiyok...keje rjin2 tw..

hehe..

:)

no facebook..

ok...

skunk nie aku akn cbe elak dr on9 facebook..

nk tw npe?

ntah la kn...

aku rse klau aku on9 fb akn wtkn aku sket ati jer...

srupe x yah on9 kn?

em...no komen..

klau korg nk crik aku...

msj la eh...

mls nk bukak fb lg skunk...

2 jer nk ckp..

thanks a lot..

:)

Marine!!! yehaaa~

hey guys...

skunk nie aku kt umah..

next week bru start klas..

haha...

false alarm plak kn..

aku tul2 ingtkn smlm da start klas...

anyway, x sbr nk blaja marine..

blaja swimming, wt aktiviti air..

mesty best..

hrp2 pas nie pndai swimming la..

ari uh g swimming ngan k.eeza...

bley la swimming ckit2..

dpt gak kyuh 3 kli seblum tggelam..

hehe..

bgge gak la ngan dri sndri kn..

:P

whateva~

pape pn..wish me luck!

guess what?

ok...

right now i'm staring at the computer screen like a maniac...

fighting the urge not to scream..

n not to hit my head on the wall...

why??

well,it's cause i've just got an info from A...

saying that there's been a change in the registration date for the short sem..

it was supposed to be on the 4th may(day after tomorrow)

but i just got an info that it has been change to after 10th may(dunno exact date)

grrrrr~

i'm getting really anxious and exasperated here...

why does it always have to be like this??

always having last minute changes...

making lecturers and students panic..

oh my god...

i really feel like screaming right now!!!!